It has been a while since I have updated here. Most of you know why.

But I wanted to say thank you to my friends who have been here for me for the past two months, which have been the worst of my life. It's the little gestures, and in some cases the big ones, that have given me the motivation to wake up each morning and keep tugging along.

Each day is an eternity and so painful it's almost unbearable. But the little messages, cards & gifts I have been receiving have made them tolerable. I don't know what I'd do without you all. I have easily received more support from some of you than from my own family.

So thanks (you all know who you are) and I love you. I mean it. I love you all and am eternally grateful.